Bad times of my life...

Everything is going against me...many things are happening and I feel I am just leaned against a tough wall...

I have compromised a lot with all types of falsehood, fake documentation, telling lies, and gross cheating taking place in front of me, just to retain my job...

I know I need a job to support my family, but there is limit to everything.....
I can no longer tolerate different types and of fraud and mindless exploitation of my good nature...
I am fed up with what is happening to me , as a human being...
Things are getting more and more intolerable and hence I am trying to develop my own business, where honesty will be the first and the last word in 'action'...
I know that money or salary is important...but I want peace at the personal level...
I need deeper peace...
I want to reduce all my expenses to about 50% of the present value...and lead a life of honesty, peace and satisfaction...

This is the toughest battle of my life to plan and implement 'quitting the job' in two to three  months' time....
My struggle for maintaining good is in its worst phase....still to keep moving with life, I need to increase my will power some million times....

Will power is the only thing I need to put my strongest faith and conviction on...
I am waiting for God's blessing and my life is getting transformed very fast....
God is my only hope....